We're moving tomorrow!
I did not make Brian start packing two weeks ago because I'm so excited to move.
I actually really like to pack stuff up because it forces me to clean out & de-junk-ify my stuff.
Everyone should pray that it doesn't snow tomorrow because I don't want to move all my stuff in the snow.
If anyone has any used (or new) carpet they want to give us, we'd love you forever!
I am not so excited to move that I almost skipped over today entirely and thought it was Tuesday when I woke up this morning.
I was not so sorely disappointed that it was still Monday that I snoozed my alarm a couple more times.
Sometimes I really wish we had more money just so I could buy fun stuff, like my aunt's watches, and not feel like we can't afford it.
We spent this last weekend at my parent's house watching my siblings while my parents were in St. George.
I was not really jealous that my parents got to go to St. George, even though we just went.
I did not want to bonk my little sister on the head for being 13 and a rude teenager.
I feel guilty that my sister frustrates me so much, even though my mom says I was a lot like her when I was that age.
I feel bad that when she was trying to confide in me about the guy she likes I was too busy trying to get ready to listen.
That makes me think I won't be a good mom.
I ordered a chicken artichoke salad one night for dinner this past weekend.
I never eat salad if I can help it.
Maybe I'm growing up. :)
I did not look up garage sales online this past weekend in hopes that I'll find more books.
I always have the worst buyer's remorse after I purchase something.
Even if we really need it.
But only if it's something I want.
If it's for Brian I have no problem buying it for him.
This makes me wonder how stressed I'm going to be when we buy a house or a car.
I'm so sick of all my recipes.
I need to be less picky about food.
I do not eat the same things over and over, because I like them, instead of trying new things.
I go in on Thursday to have a few other moles looked and maybe removed.
I know it's vain to be worried about the scars it'll leave instead of the cancer it might contain.
I am really worried I might have cancer.
I cannot wait to quit my job.
Even thought it's a really good job and I have a good boss.
I'm just really tired of working here.
I'd rather be doing something else.
I'm so excited for Christmas!
But not the snow.
I still don't know what to get some of the people in my family.
Mostly the boys.
I hate shopping for boys.
7 comments:
1) You will be a good mom, even if you forget to listen to your children once in a while.
2) Moving is fun. A new place is always clean and you get to set it up how you want to.
3) I'll keep you in my prayers that there is no cancer in the moles.
I really can sympathize with your comment on motherhood. I think it is fair to say that while we try the best we can, we will not be perfect. It is great for you that you are thinking about these things, because that is a great way to get prepared for motherhood, we all have to learn along the way. The best thing about being a mom is the fact that our children love us so much, despite our faults. You WILL do great. :)
melissa...you are seriously awesome! i love reading your blog. and, of course, you will be a GREAT mom!!! i hope that everything goes okay at the dr. for you!! good luck!
I hate to tell you this but it sounds like you're perfectly normal to me ;) you worry about things because you are a responsible person and believe me that is NOT a BAD thing. Everyone has worries and fears and examining them is also not a bad thing......... hang in there sweetie life is always a roller coaster ride!
You're great and you make me laugh! And I'm afraid it did snow....uh-oh!
Wow... for some reason when I read that, I pictured you saying it all very fast! Ya know- like you were Loralie and Rory! Maybe it's cuz I feel guilty for reading this when I know I should be studying...
You will be a great mother. I don't think you're vain one bit for not wanting scars, but you have to do it anyway. I'm sick of my job too and I work way less. I wish I could help you move! I'm proud of you for eating something green! You could make that salad we had in Cali. Be patient with Dani, I'm trying too- remember she's just trying to find herself like we were/are :) I love you!
Love my girls - yes, all of them!
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